Falling Into You

I Don’t Want To Lose You

Its not the pain I see
Its the beauty that comes from it
The vulnerable feeling and thoughts
That sprout from such pure and raw emotion
Life is not a plan
Its a pathway of nerves and mistakes
Mistakes that make you want to flee and hid from
Nerves that never stop and keep you in constant motion
As one life ends another continues on in its wake
Beauty is seeing the sun set and seeing the colors that twist and turn
Reflecting off of one another to create shadows and hues
If we weren’t meant to see this then it would not have been created
You don’t know when it can be taken from you or when it can be lost
There are moments to cherish and others to hide
But there are those memories that will never, be forgotten or buried
They are the rawest and most present affections of our mind
Not lost
Not thrown away
Just there

Drugged

I’m not trying to fall

I’m not starting to fall

I’m not in the middle of falling

I have fallen

Fallen straight into your trap

A lovely trap I must say

So cleverly hidden with soft petals and beautiful details

But you see

I found a way out

I have left

But now I’m wanting to return

Return to a false security that I thought perfect

Like a drug that should be resisted

What is this spell that seems to linger

Enchanting me once again

Calling me back

Frustration

I constantly doubt a lot of things
Like how I think that you like me
And how I’m really confused
And also how you did like someone else
Then I popped in and apparently you don’t
How long am I supposed to wait for conformation
Maybe its because
I’ve never really had a solid idea
Of what makes me, me